I miss you

In Every way I try to look at it, it just hurts. I miss you so much and wonder why. I doubt my motives many times . . . or let me say I tried doubting myself but it was futile. I tried pushing it away but it stayed. I tried writing but it came out wrong. So I decided to spill it out like this

I miss you dear friend

I miss our hangout

I miss our chit chat

I miss our chilling at your place

I miss playing with you

I miss driving with you

I miss texting with you

I miss joking with you

I miss telling you stuff

I miss talking about your boyfriend

I miss talking about my girlfriend

I miss talking about my crazy character

I miss making fun with you

I miss writing with you

I miss strolling with you

I miss window shopping with you

I miss confiding in you

I miss your lil’ secrets

I miss being built spiritually by you

I miss talking about God with you

I miss poking your dimples

I miss shaking your head

I miss scattering your hair

I miss tickling you.

Matter of Fact, I miss you.

. raQ

I need a new Tree

You told me not to touch
I honestly decided not to
Then I wanted to, then I needed to
My hands stretched and so I pointed the reason to her
I’m now stripped and clothed in sheep skin
You never intended for a lesser glory
But I called it fashion
I ought to be truly sorry
And I truly am
But I pointed away again
Because I have to look strong for her
I looked behind my direction of blame and saw u.
Looking down, Standing at our favorite spot
I couldn’t run to you
and talk all evening because I had to be a man
The Man for this woman you gave me
I have to be the man for her
I have to be the man for her. So I’ll take this bite
I’m sorry but can’t act it
I have shifted my eyes to her so to be a man for her
I stand here under this tree . . . No no no
Hide under this tree for her, from you
Because I made this lesser glory and what it comes with a point
Oh! I need a new tree.

One more thing I would ask

One more thing I would ask

For you to look at me

and smile a little more

make my moment with you

a moment that lives eternally.

One more thing I need from you

To be of great cheer

So I can feel the warmth

Your happiness brings

To me every where

One more thing I look forward to

A time with you again

To see your lovely smile

And feel your happiness

Make me feel so blessed

One more thing I desire to have

That you give me one more reason

To ask for one more thing

And another after another

Because of you, I can’t ever have enough.

What I would love to do

I would love you to play

Play with my hair

Play on my back

Roll about with me

I would love to dance

Slow and hold you close

Fast and spin you around

Funk and share the best laugh

I would love to walk with you

Down on the Quiet street

Race you on a long road

Hold your hand and come from the sunset

I would love to sit with you

On bar stools and store at you

On a couch, sunk in and close to you

On a park Bench: you head on my shoulder

I would love to look at you

Lost in thought of what we share

Looking deep to find what makes you tick

Living in the beauty of your moment

I would love to be with you

To play, to dance

To walk and to sit

To look, look deep…deep.

I love you!