I'm older today

I’m older today and feel the decisions weighing down on me

I look at the future and feel for the past

Trying to hold onto something and yet move forward

My heart isn’t heavy but my thoughts carry a weight

I want to know what to do

I want to see what would happen

I want to understand more and be more understood

At times I though growing up meant I’ll be able to stand tall on my own but the more I advance, the more I understood that it means me being more dependent. How I envy those who can come home every night and have someone there to pour out the weight on. And she just knows what to say, do or undo that would make every bother of the last 10 hours vanish.

I’m older today and men its so cool and hot at the same time. I thank you God for the millions of blessings. I thank you for Her, Me, Cer.Go and the plans in my hand. I just need to say thanks.

Men I’m Older now and it rocks.

Please help me not smash it on the wrong rock

I need to by your grace, work these plans out

To get up and be for you, about

Thanks for the gift of yesterday

I’m sorry for the mistakes of Last year

I look unto you for tomorrow

That this timeline would be one of your favorite reels.

Thank you

. Opaluwah Akor