Saturday, May 30, 2009

Through my innocent eyes (by Vanessa Akuboh)

There's no wrong in this world
there's a place that I can always run
there's a hand that I can hold
there's hope,for tomorrow
there's bread, there's laughter
peace, and a happy ever after
there's a hand to hold
in peace and in sorrow and even the brighter tomorrow

its through my eyes of innocence
through these eyes, it all dont make sense
through these eyes that God has blessed
because I see through the word He's given
His still small voice,my conscience, His love the very essence...

Tim ba ka ibukun mi (Youroba)
I can try but they are so many
for the trees, the stars
the moon and this land
for love for life
for family, for friends and more
seeing through these eyes, what more can I ask for
cos He has given me, and made me, all that I am and more 

through these eyes of innocence
through these eyes that God has blessed
I can stand tall in faith, by faith
and say in His love I'll wait
till I see no wrong in this world
till I have my happy ever after and more...     

                                         Vanessa Akuboh

Friday, May 15, 2009

The Portrait of Me

Every Stroke, Brought

Brought me close

. . . .to perfection, to pain

 

Every Stroke

With Precision

. . . .Completing a master piece

. . . . Correcting for the masters peace

 

Every Swipe

. . . . .Clearing a part of me

. . . . Smoothing me out

 

How perfect I turned out

. . . A little more in beauty

. . . .A little more in tears flowing

 

Every Thing worked forth

Everything hurt forth

Every little one of them

 

All swipes working together

All splashes, all clearing

From a perfect and empty canvas

 

All things working out

Creating . . . .

 

A Portrait of Me 

                                      Opaluwah Akor


Monday, May 4, 2009

Please pick up you cardigan

When you Get scared. . . .

I was dead scared this morning. . .not scared like a dog was chasing me or I was busted by the Vehicle Inspection officers(VIO) for beating a traffic light but. . .scared. . . scared of venturing into a new responsibility of a Magnitude I have not ever handled. . .Though I had analysed it before, I just failed to see the light.

I woke up scared today. . .and that has been the way for the past 3 weeks. . .scared coz I had stuff on my desk and was relatively not inspired enough to take on it. I had to finish a quotation and it seemed on my neck. I needed to make payment. . and was scared of what the outcome of my decision was going to be. . .Believe me I was scared.

I guess I am the only one this scared of responsibilities. . . .because . . . .it was real messy . . .(plus my shirts was not straight enough. I guess that one wanted to disorient me). Anyway. . I prayed and it all got better.

Thank you.

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 I really wish it was that easy. . .I prayed and still was scared. . But. . .here is the cool part. . .things started to take shape after I started working. I mean I just felt like sitting and not doing anything till the consequences came and went. . like a gear. .just hide till the winter (or hamatan) is through. Men but I have realized that some hamatan periods never leave. You have to get your cardigan on and keep moving.

So all I did was Pray and ask for the grace to get and put the cardigan on and walk through the hamatan that came by today. . . I got warm but still have some shivers right now. I need more heat. And so need the new grace to pick up my cardigan for tomorrow.

I’m sure all of you need that grace to. .  . or the grace to find and turn on the Air Conditioner. .

I found it to day. . but I need a new one tomorrow. I really want a new cardigan everyday and god has promised it so I’ll ask. . because his graces are new every morning. .

Thanks for the time. . . please pick up you cardigan

Thursday, April 16, 2009

The Good of Goodness

Welcome!

 

Today was one of those days in My life where I ask if anything is really good. I was on this path where I needed loud rock music (Rebirth by Skillet was it) and to speed. What was on my mind was the question of things being good.

I was leaving a friends place and we had a discussion . . . well he actually told me things that made me have that chain of thought.

I had to ask myself what my basis for saying things were good was. I was really doubtful.

I actually feel that if we see a thing of true perfection it might be full of blunder in our eyes. But does this give credence to the theory that truth is relative? Is it good in my eye not good elsewhere? What is your view on this?

 . . . . .Nahhhhhhh. .  . I guess that’s why I look to Jesus who is the author and finisher (perfecta) of my faith. . . .  coz of the prize that was set right in front of him, endured the cross and despises the shame (and the curse that was attached with death on the cross) and after all that he now is seated (Comfortably I must add) at the right hand of God. . .

Now I can say the perfectness of my faith is a basis for total goodness.

That believe me was my comfort. (It didn’t pat me on the back and give me a peck) but it did comfort me. . .I know even though he made everything Good, it could still hurt me. . .I mean a good and lovely car could run a person over. . that don’t make the car bad does it. . its just the context in which it was in. .

We must therefore ( I suggest)  take out lead from our Creator. . . and see that we are purpose driven. . .and then walk with him. .  and we’ll see there perfecta’s perfection made clear even in our mistake. . .

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raQ Speaks

Thursday, April 9, 2009

Welcome

My first blog.
But not my first move to put word out.
One thing that I must say first of is the inspiration for this blog. . its actually harry. found it cool as i read his blog (Which he virtually shoved in my address bar0 but im glad about that. really was cool.
Now point about my Blog is this is . . . . God rules. . . .
Plus i want errbody to follow me as I grow in this world and as I am headed to heaven.. . . I love the line by Ambassador which says he was born and now is looking forward to the exit (in the song Gimmie Dat on the album The Chop Chop). . . .as one new guy. . .in this corporate world, I still have a couple of things in me that I dont want the world to take out. . .and many I want Christ to take out. . .
This is therefore my walk with God through this lovely earth . . .lovely coz he (God not the Big bang) made it and said it was good. and when he said that it was good, he ment it in its wholeness. . se even when we mess it up and act wrong, its still a lovely world.
Till My next Blog.
Remain Blessed and Rapturable. . 
its Me  . . .
raQ